very bored =(

This Friday my costing class cancel...

In addition, Monday is public holidays...

I got four days holidays...

Normally I'm sure very happy when got holiday...

but I felt that its too much for me....

I'm stay at home study and doing assignment...

gonna mentally imbalance soon...

Besides study and assignment, I'm watch movie and play tettris...

almost grow mushroom =(

Last time I like holidays very much...

but now I dislike it...

because nothing to do and play...

issshhhhh...

I take back my STA test few days ago...

damn bad.... =(

test two make my coursework down....

I hope this semester can get A...

but its look like too hard me =(

p/s:I'll study hard =)

有时人真的固执

今天有一位朋友告诉我，他开窍了...

还记得前几天跟他谈天时，他每一次都很emo的...

结果今天跟我说，他开窍了，放下了...

我听了真的觉得很开心...

有时人真的很固执，当然包括我在内...

如果这固执用在读书方面那该多好...

真的很不明白为什么自己可以那么的固执...

或许我还没开窍吧...

真的很想像你一样，我的头脑啊快点开窍啦...

事实已经摆在面前，为什还不聪明点？

虽然我已经在慢慢的放下，可是我希望能更快，可以吗？

其实一切都不重要了...

当然我没有别人想像中那么坚强...

但跟你想像中的我比起来，我可是坚强的多了...

我知道时间会证明一切...

有时我真的很想大声，放肆的狂哭

我知道自己天生真的很爱哭...

动不动就想哭...

可是放心...

就算我再想哭都会告诉自己“不能让眼泪流出来”...

坦白的说，我时常都很想哭...

那天我读我的test, 我真的很想骂自己...

为什么不用心点...

为什么不聪明一点...

为什么不争气一点...

当时我真的很想哭了...

我时常告诉自己...

虽然我不比别人强...

但不能轻易显示我的懦弱...

充实的生活～

最近我都过得挺充实...

其实我也不晓得自己在忙什么...

看到身边的人在读书，做功课...

我也跟着做自己的东西...

总而言之很忙就对啦...

今天终于回到家了...

可以好好的休息一下了...

那么充实的生活...

会让我想停下脚步下来好好休息一下...

奇怪的是...

当我试着停下来时觉得好像少了什么似的...

突然间会emo...

充实的生活或许对我比较好吧...

也没有那么丰富的想象力...

我这个学期的test...

虽然达不到自己的要求...

可以说是不错了...

要求还是不要那么高比较好...

或许我会读到开心，轻松一点...

p/s:我应该再勇敢点， 关心依然还存在 。

从今以后

我黄雪丽说...

从今以后...

不会再懒惰，不然真的会再档...

不会再依赖， 这个我已经做到了...

不会再天真， 不要以为世界那么的美妙...

不会在傻傻， 我会听你话的....

记得...

上面都是我说的...

我不能再浪费时间了...

说到就要做到... 

 

Home Sweet Home

Finally I stay at home now...
I think around one week totally didn;t back home...

so happy that meet my family especially my mummy...

she cooking many delicious for me...

thx alot =)

Home Sweet Home <3

BUT...

I feel like lazy to study and do assignment...

just wanna enjoy in the home only...

hehehhe...

anyway...

my home is the best places for me...

that without unhappy and stress...

I love my home very much <3

November....

I'm busy with my studies and assignment recently....
although I had one week mid-term break...
its look like very nice and many people though that I can enjoy very well...
actually its made my time fully book...
I went for dye hair, visit malacca,shopping,yam cha....
this holiday i'm accidently change a new hairstyle...
hahahha....i'm satisfied with my new hairstyle....
OMG !!! this holidays totally not enough for me...
isit I'm too greedy ?
honestly this mid-term was too short for me...
but I enjoy it very much and spend all the time meaningful...

but I'm sch reopen now...
that means all the assignment due date waiting for me now...
after one month I'm having FINAL  !!!!
haizzzz =(
suddenly miss my home, my mummy, my brother...
feel like wanna go back home immediately....
home is the BEST for me....
I miss them very much....

p/s: Life is too short, be happy everyday =)