Friday, October 21, 2011

如果我能去游学,那该多好...

身边有很多朋友都到外国读书...
真的很羡慕她们咯...
可能她们在那边也有不开心...
可是我还是很想去读书...
尝试到外面去生活...
尝试没有家人,朋友的保护...
尝试换一个新环境...
那该多好...

可是...
我知道这是不可能的事...
学费那么的吓人...
更何况我这科也没有提供出国读书...
算了吧...
就乖乖继续读下去...
偶尔想想...
我现在读书的环境+朋友也不错嘛...
always remind myself think positive =)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

我的要求真的很高

一直以来我都觉得自己的要求...
总觉得跟别人比起来没有那么的高...
实际上我的要求真的很高...
不只是在学业,其它的我都要求很高...
是不是我的所期望的东西,要求放低点...
我会没有那么的压力?会轻松点?
坦白的说...
我对这个学期真的期望很高...
我很怕再有那种从最高点跌下来的那种感觉...
还有我对自己处事态度的要求真的很高...
身边的人都说:你已经很厉害了啦...
可是我还是觉得自己做的不够的好...

我想我应该给自己多一点时间...
只要我尽全力就好 =)

Friday, October 14, 2011

就只是区区那么的一句话

有时候...
是我太小气还是我太在乎别人说的话 ?
还是我太没性格了 ?
朋友...
其实你懂你区区那么的一句话...
真的伤了我的心吗 ?
虽然我表面毫无表情,依然戴着笑容...
我并不是假假,也没有生气...
只是我真的不想闹到那么的姜而已 =(

Saturday, October 8, 2011

请不要招惹我!

我静静不出声并不代表我没有意见...
而是我不想惹事...
可是请你不要得寸进尺...
你知道你点重我的死穴了吗?
告诉你!我真的不好惹!!
如果我还击那天,我真的不会让你有任何的退路...
那天请你不要后悔...
以前,现在,以后都是一样...
这就是我...

Thursday, October 6, 2011

starting my busy life =(

all my mid-term break coming soon...
start on next week, i got two test within one week...
first week=STA and management science test
second week=macro and costing test....
after that.........midterm break !!!!!!!!
wohoooooooo.....
two weeks to go, but its got abit difficult....
actually I'm hope can get good result...
I keep remind myself do not expect too much...
but i still don't have any motivation to starting...
all the assignment make me crazy...
can I just lying on the bed only ?
can I sleep, eat, play and fb+ing everyday ?
sometimes I'm really felt that I'm useless and noob...
especially during STA class =(
I make me felt helpness....
I'm hope that I can become more clever...
but i think its IMPOSSIBLE...
hahahha....
the only way is I must study hard, no chance....
sometimes I'm thinking that...
iszit my best friend besides me, maybe my Uni life totally different....
maybe I'll be more happy and relax...
I believe that everything is wonderful than now...
but I need to face the truth...
be an independent girl =)