我会一直埋藏在我心里~

放心~

我会一直埋藏在我心里

绝对不会告诉任何一个人

这并不是意味着我在坚持

而是在固执....

或许直到哪一天.....

我真的舍得淡忘，舍得放下。

haiz =(

是我不会与别人相处还是我慢热？
还是还没找到共鸣？

我在想是我想自己一个人吗
然后不想跟别人相处？

就算是一个人，那又怎样！

当你最好的朋友或者最信任的人不在你身边
这时候唯有勇敢地去面对所有的东西
或许有时候会觉得很寂寞，很无奈
那又怎样？
日子还不是一样要过
还不是一样要面对

难道你一个人，身边就会出现一个比好朋友更能信赖的吗？
如果这样想就错了
在我心目中这个世界时很现实的，或许是我太悲观
尤其是在大学和工作上
只要你有能力，别人就会靠近你
我不能怪谁，只能怪自己
谁叫我的成绩不是让人羡慕的
谁叫我不争气

其实我很介意，或许你不是有心的
你知道那天上课我真的很无助吗？
这不能怪你，只能怪我自己没有优越的成绩。

心里有很多的话想说

现在...
我心里有很多的话很想说出来
可是我也不知道要从哪里说起
也不知道要对谁诉苦

算了吧...
一直以来我都不喜欢跟别人说我在想的东西
自己心里知道就好

希望九月是我的lucky month =)

Happy Hour =)

Just finish Happy Hour with my friend (mei yee) at Sunway Giza

It was a NICE day for me

because this semester break I seldom hang out 

that's why I felt so excited

Erm....

I'm just want to say we must enjoy since we are young especially girls

正所谓：人生有多少个十年

So...

Just go ahead what to hopefully to do and do not let yourself regret

I'm really enjoy my life now and appreciate all the things

thanks god for giving me everything =)

过去并不代表未来还是一样

一个人过去是好的，但并不代表现在或者未来也一样是好的

当然...

一个人过去是坏的，但并不代表现在或者未来也一样是坏的

所以我们不能用别人的过去，来判断一个人现在的好和坏

人是会随着环境的改变而改变

有时...

轮不到我们不相信那些改变

或许会很惊人

或许会让人失望

这些都不需要我们来操心

因为上天会有安排

但...

我觉得不要抱着什么都不可能发生

也不需要太过的惊讶

因为...

在现实生活中什么都有可能发生

只要我们面对事实，勇于接受

或许一切会变得跟美好

只是想说

我现在终于面对事实了，明白不是所有的东西都能有自己来指挥

反而应该去适应那些改变

从失败中爬起来

这才是真正的独立

我相信我会走出属于我自己的那道路。

如果~

如果我想怎样就怎样，那该多好~
如果我不喜欢的东西，远离我或者可以直接拒绝，那该多好~

我先在只是想要发泄而已
真的很想大声地骂他妈的 o0o
可是我知道不可以 tt
不用紧，我会一直忍下去直到一点感觉也没有。

Confuse~

Its August now...

which means that I'm having semester break now...

It had been holiday for almost one week already...

but I'm totally no holiday mood...

maybe I did very bad for my final...

maybe....

sometimes I keep asking myself...

why I had been change my personality to be very worst...

I cant believe that what I had done...

Emo now ><

三思而后行

当每做一件事之前，尤其在很冲动的情况下...

请三思而后行...

因为当你犯错了那么的一次...

当你想回到过去那是“不可能”的事....

甚至你很想努力的补救...

那只是无补于事。

这会永远的让你记在心里...

提醒你下次不能再犯同样的错。

习惯了 ？

很多人总把“习惯了”当做借口...
是不敢？还是不想面对事实 ？


我相信总有一天我总会戒掉“习惯”...
我知道这是一个很不好的习惯。

sorry~

I'm really felt sorry for what I had done...
Besides sorry, I really don't know what should I do...
really sorry...

I don't know what Should I have to do

This short semester had been pass so fast...
there are left two weeks then is final exam...
OMG~!!!!
I'm totally don't know what should I have to do now....
study or doing assignment ????
Actually my heart keep thinking want to hang out only....
this whole semester I'm really pass with "MCC"...
there are still got a lots of assignment waiting for me T.T
haizzzz ><

生活，要学会一个人走

靠谁都不如靠自己

自己的路必须自己走

没有人会帮你，只有自己帮自己

一个人走也挺好的，省去了许多牵挂

不是因为孤单，而是要开心自己更坚强。

过去的并不代表现在还是一样

过去了的不代表现在依然还是一样...
其实人应该向前看...
而不是活在以前。


或许过去的有些人，有些事...
不代表他/她/它们还是现在依旧...
我想应该会有不一样吧。


人是会变的，
以前好，不代表现在/以后也是一样，
以前不好，不代表现在/以后也是一样不好。


我觉得不应该介意一个人的过去，
过去了就过去了，
重要的是现在和未来。

心小了，小事就大了；心大了，大事都小了。

心小了，小事就大了；心大了，大事都小了，
我真的很赞成这句话。


如果朋友之间多一份包容，

大家会相处得更愉快。

如果心小了，

一大箩的不爽堆在心里，

我想着很难成为一辈子的朋友吧。

如果情侣之前多一份包容，

少一分猜疑，不要过于的在不乎，

在对的时机心就应该放大一点，

那么可能会相处得比较愉快。

其实不管在什么情况下，

人的心就应该放大一点，

或许会过得更轻松自在。

SECRET

每个人的心里总会有一些不想告人的秘密...
就连身边的每一个人都不知道...
有时不是我不想说，而是我不知如何开口...
就只好默默的收在心里。

today is a special day for me~

today is  10th October 2012 (Saturday) 12:02am now...
its was a special day for me...
I'll remember this day all the time...
thanks for force me be independence, really thank you =)

Emotional (EQ)

sometimes I keep see some of the people include girl keep scolded bad words at the Facebook...
even a small matter also wan to keep scolded at there...
I felt they very funny and brainless...
Last weekend my EQ low until the maximum...
my friend saw it and told me at another day, she said that she feel very FUNNY...
she said wont repeat what I done, just because a small matter then moody and angry...
"just like every people owe me money"....
I heard and felt very funny too...
so I wont let my emotional so bad again....
because I knew it may let people feel I'm brainless and funny only...
start from today i wan to reduce my bad words that come out from my mouth...
make a good reputation....

T.T

School reopen for one week only how come I can be so stress....
Its just like school reopen for one month already....

some of my friends still enjoying their holidays...

so enny !!!!

I know this semester I should put more effort especially in  my taxation....

I hope I can do it....

Just now some of the memory come out again....

I keep asking myself how come before I can done so worst in my degree....

It was totally spoil my whole degree result !!!!

actually when i think back, I'm really sad....

thats why everytime I keep telling myself must study hard...

I wont repeat this kind of mistake anymore, cant waiste my parents money anymore.

Photo shooting

today I went for photo shooting....
actually this is first time photo shooting....
my little friend~fishi she need a model for photo shooting for her assignment...
In real i'm not so thin and the most important is i'm "SHORT"...
I felt damn paiseh becasue i dont have experience at all....
but this is a quite nice for meand awesome....
i hope that my stupid idiot pose din effect my friend coursework mark ya...
anyway thanks for my friend =)

jia you =)

I should be happy....
Its represent that I can be tough whatever happen....
and I really can done it...
just face the truth and be honest with yourself...
jia you =)
hehehe~

Just now I saw people post at Facebook...
OMG !!! its damn nice !!!!!
Once I saw this I'm gonna crazy....
I hope once a day i can shop at there...
This is my target =)

Helpness

today I'm almost want to crying...
the first time i felt helpless in my degree life...
i'm really need someone give some opinion and guideline for me...
I miss the time those are always guide me very well....
Am I stupid ?????
just a part of assignment also can done badly !!!!
once I knew done wrongly for the whole part of assignment...
I'm really felt myself really useless...
the most important is tomorrow got quiz....
finally I finish it at last minutes...
but I know the mark sure very poor =(
anyway jia you for myself...

冷静

当遇到不如意的事时...

如果以被打乱的情绪去处理一件事...

事情会变得更糟糕...

尝试冷静下来...

事情或许没有你想象中的那么复杂...

不要因为一时的冲动而把整件事弄得更糟糕。

我只是想出区区那么一口的鸟气！

是我太固执？还是好胜？
一些事情可能会让人没有那么容易吞的下那口气...
也可能我不是好得罪的人...
我朋友看了几米一句名言...
我记得最后那句是“我只是想出区区那么一口的鸟气！”
这句话真的彻底说出了我的心声...
对！我就只是是想出区区那么一口的鸟气！
告诉你，我真的不好惹！

天时地利人和

完成一件事之前...
天时地利人和都很重要...
都不能缺少其中一样。

DREAMS

This a few days i keep DREAMING...

ooopppssss....

It was make me so suffer and cant sleep well...

I HATE IT !!!!

How come the dreams almost same...

Can change to another story ?

please don't keep dream the same story~aduiiiiii !!!

4th of March

Jinn Yin and Me (half years ago)

Count On Me Lyrics

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you

Its 02:41am now(4TH OF MARCH）...

today is my best friend JINN YIH birthday...

Happy Birthday to you my dear...

hahahahha....
Now is your turn birthday, we 21th years old ady lor...

Erm...

I'm just want to say that...

she is a helpful, friendly, cute girl...

If you know, I think you sure like to be friends with her...

I know her since primary school...

but that time we just like stranger, not so familiar...

We know each other and be BEST FRIEND during form 1 (CHHS)

I remember that time both of us playful, active, childish...

It was a wonderful memory for me...

thanks for always besides me whatever happen ♥

Of course, I sure besides you tooo =）

freedom !!!!^^

what I want to do, nobody can stop me....

even my love, my friends or my family...

as long as I'm not not doing stupid idiot things...

I like FREEDOOM

I love FREEDOOM !!

p/s: thanks for let me know be MATURE and INDEPENDENCE =)

Hapi B'day to myself =)

yesterday was my b'day ....

Finally I'm 21th years old...

but my heart still like 18 years old onli....

wahahahha....

Although my b'day having test, but i'm still enjoy it very much...
Its was a simple and nice birthday for me =)

My Birthday Present <3

Thx Olivia edit it for me <3

是不是付出了就不一定有回报?

当我很认真，很拼命的努力在达到我的目标...

可是往往到最后并不是我想要的结果...

有时我在想...

为什么我付出，并得不到我想象中的结果...

是我的要求太高？不够努力？时间不对？

或许付出了，真的不一定有回报...

可是至少可以问心无愧 。

I like to make up =)

I went to clubbing on ladies night (Thursday)...
before went to Mist club....
I suddenly got mood want to make up....
it was excited =)
but the night is not so nice because less people...
anyway thx for mei mei help me make up <3

Me and Mei Mei

Me, JQ, Mei Mei

大方

不管在什么情况下...
身为一个女生应该更大方一点...
或许别人会更加欣赏你...


*我就只是想说这几句话而已。

Happy Valentine Day

This year I'm single during the Valentine Day....
but I'm not boring and lonely at all....
because I got many friend and quiz accompany me at Inti...
honestly...
I'm very enjoy my single life during  Valentine Day...
although I don't have couple and present...
I took some of the photo with my FAT (yee kee)...
maybe some of the guys will think she is very "COOL"...
actually sometimes she is sot sot and damn playful...
We are best friends, don't misunderstand we are "COUPLE" ya XP
At last, I would like wish those are in a relationship may be sweet sweet...
those are single just enjoy your single life ...
Happy Valentine to everyone <3

Love Shape

My Lovely Superman Shirt

GAP shirt

新年已经过完了

哇！！！我真的很久没有update blog了...
因为新年真的过得太充实...
从年除夕开始到元宵节我的节目多的是...
而且还是早出晚归...
真的挺疯狂，crazy ！！
当然我的钱也是花的很累...


现在新年过完了....
我有一大堆的功课在跟我笑...
真的很烦恼耶  =(

只要耐心等待，就会雨过天晴。

在生活中，一定会有低潮和高潮....
人永远不会一直处于高潮...
相反的人也不会一直处于低潮，久了自然就会反弹...
只要耐心的等到，慢慢的你会发现低潮离你越来越远了....
当然，在等待当中或许你会觉得很煎熬，也可能觉得挨不过...
这一切真的需要时间...
换个角度想想，或许是上天再磨练我们...


人生就是会有许许多多的转折点....
有时或许乐观点，转个弯去面对....
可能会有不一样的结果...
当你挨过了这一切，就会领悟到一些道理...
下再大的雨，终会有雨过天晴的一天，然后出现一道彩虹 =)

I wanna crazy....

不晓得我是太久没有出去疯狂还是发神经...

可能是我的假期过得太无趣了....

所以很想去crazy till the max...

我真的很想冲出去crazy...

疯狂的玩...

放肆的玩...

尽情的玩...

真的超想的耶...

请不要随意伤害别人

有时候...
不是那个人小气而是...
一些言语...
一些举动...
一些讽刺...
一些谎言...
一些责任...
真的会伤害了别人...
每个人都会有自己的底线...
可是当有人视乎想要挑战别人的底线...
那往往真的伤害了别人...


我想不会有人想要被别人伤害...
首先，自己就不要随意伤害别人...
想要说一句话后者做一些事情之前...
请三思而后行...
想想会伤害到别人吗， 学会顾虑别人的感受...
你对别人好，别人也会很自然的对你好。

Result had been come out

today I'm accompany my brother going to Inti for the enrolment....
finally he choose Bachelor of Accountancy that same programme with me...
It was excited, he start his Uni life....
I wish he enjoy his Uni life and get good result....
my dearest BQ pass all the subject especially Corporate Finance....
I'm glad and super duper active once I heard that....
and how about me ? 
I had been pass all the subject too....


I know this year is a smooth and lucky year for me....
all the good luck and good things come forward to me....
and I wont easily let my tear drop down again and again....
I know my tear is very precious especially from girls....
so I should be tough and independent =)